one martini + 5 Olives

I just realized that it has been months since I posted and NO ONE IS READING ME! Sorry, that is my needy side. It rarely shows itself. So things have been pretty interesting around here for the past ferw months. Here I sit after a day of caring for Kai (my best friend's son). The new baby was born only 4 days ago. I was privelidged to be at the birth. Colin & Dom asked me to be there. The birth was amazing. I won't forget it for the rest of my life. No one has ever honoured me like that. April ( the mid-wife) has gained even more respect from me. What she does is a truly amazing thing. It made me put so much that is going on in my life right now into context. My roommate, who's girlfriend has become a longterm visitor and who himself is a jackass, annoys me far less that usual given the events of the past week. I told him not too long ago that I am moving out, I need space and my own life. He just has no clue. Oi, I need to end right here and get back to this later because I am tired and I have a kayak gig tomorrow and I need sleep.
nighty night
more later